I can't believe it's december already we're in the last month of the year and 2026 is coming over soon, it feels like time goes by in the blink of an eye,pretty fast,or at least I feel like it does,maybe it's because I'm not aware of days passing by, I never bother much to check the date most of the time which isn't that good at all, winter is finally around and the weather's really cold it doesn't snow in the area where I live but still I can get glimpses of the mountains covered with snow from afar,such a beautiful view.Winter is my favourite season actually,the cold mornings and coffee that just hit so different in this season,the rain,petrichor...All of it makes me feel at peace somehow,although even if I love winter that much I really miss summer sometime,especially beach days,where there is nothing stressing you out it's just you laying down listening to the calming ocean waves. I've been doing pretty fine recently,not too bad and not too good either just somewhere in between. I'm on holiday this week actually;it's seven days long and that's quite a blessing because I could finally rest for a bit,and what I've been doing is watching video essays and playing games and got some work done for studies.I figured out that I really should start getting back into the things I once loved,like drawing,yesterday was the first time in a while where I took my sketchbook and started a drawing that I actually finished,I don't know man it's just so hard for me now somehow to draw,I just can't think of any specific art piece I want to create and I don't enjoy it as much as I used to do before but hopefully it'll all click one day and I'll be back again. I was looking back at a french book that I'm currently annotating for school and I found a short poem in it,I didn't write it but I remember seeing someone posting it,I liked it so I decided to write it and keep it between the pages I'd like to share it in here and that might be the outro for today's blog:
I tell the moon about my worries sometimes
It's a good listener
But I don't want to burden it too much
So I end up gazing at it most of the time
It doesn't have to do anything
Just by it being here it always comforts

Hello i guess? It's been a while since I have written anything here, and I'm looking forward to use this blog as a digital journal or a place where I write personal essays(though for the essays one It's gonna be for the future).
This week have been really tiring honestly I had exams and I was just waiting for them to be over so I am feeling kinda relieved even though some went well some went bad...There's nothing I can do about it now,and I have been so sleep deprived as well I don't know man things've been kinda low recently but hopefully It all will be worth it and It will get better!! Actually, I have been wondering about changing my website home page more specifically some things in the background still haven't figured out what style I should go for,I'd do em all if I could haha,I'll probably do that today and if i got some spare time I will also add a ressources page really really wanna do!! (poetry page coming soon btw :D)

I HAVE BEEN TAKING LIKE FOREVERRR,i was updating some stuff on the website and tryna finish my homepage but it's not as easy (T-T)and i need to fix alot of things and also i changed sm pages as well